Cold Stone after Sushi?

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I can’t wait to get to the other side. I want to go through all this learning stuff and come out a better version of myself already! But I have to remember that life isn’t about rushing through the moments; it’s about living every moment, whether those moments are good or bad.

I started this new position four months ago and it’s had its fair share of challenges. Though I have varied skills that have prepared me for this moment, I’ve flat out never done it before. As a Manager for three Walk to End Alzheimer’s events, I’m working in this cycle of fundraising.

Though I’m becoming very comfortable in the role, every month is met with unique experiences or phases of the cycle that I’ve yet to go through.

Today as I sat to write this post I couldn’t help but see the parallels between my career and my personal life. I’ve never been here before, personally either. I have never been 26, back home, single, learning a new career, family sickness, issues with my own illness, friendship struggles; everything that culminates this particular moment is a new challenge.

Most days I’m up for it, and others I whine. I throw a good ol’ fashion temper tantrum.

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I scream(usually to myself) how unfair it is that my body won’t cooperate or I yell about how I need more hours in the day. 

On Saturday I had a great talk with a friend, though we aren’t close we have stayed connected throughout the years, much more now that I am back in town. She is even a member of my planning committee for one of my Walk events. Saturday, she gave much of her day to help raise funds for this devastating disease. We decided to grab dinner after. We talked about men, school and career. This conversation reminded me that many of us in our mid twenties are going through the same life struggles. The circumstances might be different but we are all trying to figure it out.

Others might seem like they have it all together but most likely they don’t. Even if they do, its not about comparisons anyway. It’s about living your life and following your true path.

After having this great conversation, I became motivated to write again. I want to continue to share my story in hopes of connecting others facing similar battles. 

But there has been times that I have been motivated over the last few months but I just haven’t put pen to pad. Sunday, I woke up feeling nauseous and just plain sick. We had sushi for dinner so I texted my friend and asked how she was doing. She said she felt fine, so ruling the sushi out, I thought maybe it was the cold stone ice cream I had after sushi that was my problem. No Cold Stone after sushi, note to self!

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Forced to stay in bed, I started to write. So the above rambling is just a long winded way of saying, I’m back. See you here every Monday morning 😘

A Woman in Process

 

 

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  1. I’m so happy your back! I’ve missed your post and I love love love all the photos and videos you included within this post. I feel like the guy in the swimming pool right now. And I could go for that ice cream..
    I love the comment you made that we are all looking to be successful rather than being successful. That might have been one of the deepest shit I have ever read lately. THIS IS SO TRUE. We are focusing on creating this illusion rather than looking to become successful. Esp with social media it is so easy to create the illusion and feeling good about that illusion for a second. But than realty hits an BAMB.. You feel like the biggest loser in the world. But than you do another illusion to make your self feel better but than BAMB hits again. It’s a cycle, eventually we are just hurting ourself in the long run and Lying to ourself to make our ego and self worth feel better.

    This was a great start to your journey back to posting. I look forward to next week post.

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